Stream of Thoughts #1

Cry my tears again tonight
I feel the clouds gained here in sight
See the sky almighty past
Confuse to wipe despair in heart

Do come sunshine
I'm longing to die
For he was real in blue
Could see how I was too

I blame acquaintance that came too slow
Ages it took, regretful grow
How come it was such heart denied
Moron I was, for years I lied

Didn't you know to stay await
Just to had you come and sit
Say all those in sake of honesty
Treats I awaked for, be healed in remedy

My sun still absent
My night you never brighten
Alas, the reach I failed!
Such an iceberg you have been

You chilled me in vain
My only dearest man
If it seems like being blamed
Pardon me for being puzzled

Anxiety there was by the mystified you
Silence you gave with nothing but pure
Doubts I had so much so true
Whether my home I'd find in you