Stream of Thoughts #4

Couldn't stop the tears that night
Such a long time we have passed
Came to see you, a long lost friend
But there I was, so many to pretend

I cried in the arms of a friend of mine
She asked me to calm the flame of pine
Cheered me with words and comforts that time
It felt like having wide scars in lime

For goodness sake, how I loved thee
Realized in sudden, that love lies here
So still in grace, refused to shrink
Too long in silence, poison to drink

My dearest one, I never played around
You said I danced in your passion
As for you, it took me long to found
I never wound, all we had was compound

If only I shut the laughter and smile
You would have seen the hope I bear
Been for years held it in style
A silly old me for never too dare

My dearest one it's always a yes
If only you asked, I'd come to confess
Don't ever sorry for something you called test
'Cause yes it should be towards the best

But far too late, you've gone away
Far to the mars with such a sway
Too painful this is, awkward to feel
Time will show the way to heal