Something I would Win Once More

Carelessly sniffing around
Just in case my shoes are out here somewhere
Those shoes that made me still
Stand with faith and trust and certainty
See, i’ve been planting too much grasses and bury too much blossoms
Now i can only hear the bugs and pests and bees
Telling me this and that and things

For Goodness’ Sake
Can anybody please stop the buzzings?
I can not hear my mind, the noises control me
This cloudless me is only what it seems
For i’m full of taints, scratches and tears
Does not mean that i’m pleased with such a life
I’m mistaken, puzzled but excited
I’m bothered, upset but excited!

Colours strike my sky
They cross my mind and fill in my heart
Still seeking for the old stinky shoes of mine
They should be here somewhere, that’s what i’m sure of
Just need to tidy up these gaps of thoughts
To fix some mess i’ve made and make a new bright beginning

So please do come over,
Faiths and trusts and certainties
Put yourselves all together on a tray
Bring them back to me
These bugs and pests and bees won’t disturb me any longer
For i plead them not to stay
Pray for the old glorious time
Something i would win once more
This sorrow may seem endless
But there’s something i would win once more